IDK

Ok so I really have put off doing this for reason that are unknown to me. i feel like not alot has happened but to be perfectly honest quite a bit has happened. this morning i got an e-mail from a friend that really has had me distracted for the rest of the day. which the e-mail i don't think was a good thing. i really don't agree with what is going on but there is nothing i can do about it...so i guess to each his own. which really isn't a good thing to say because if his own is not good then... yeah anyway. i am really excited about leaving wi for the summer but i don't think that is going to solve all my "problems" not that i have really big problems here but like i have been having a hard time emotionally i guess and i am hoping that when i leave i will be leaving all my emotional problems here but i know in my heart that it won't happen that way. anyway i have to go get ready for work...later

ARGH!!!!!

Ok so like right now i am really kinda mad at myself,
1. Because i can't concentrate on some homework that i really need to get done ASAP
2. Because i ...well i can't really say #2 but...yeah there is a #2
3. Because i have no motivation for anything right now except for the unproductive stuff

So that is why...and i guess that i am not feeling that great tonight. I really hope that i am not getting sick cuz that would stink...especially if it is what everyone else has been getting lately cuz then i would probably end up joining the party at the student health center (aka the prison) anywho...not much else going on. Oh i am going to Brie's house at the end of the month. that should be lots of fun.

Oh and i suppose that i should mention something about today being Valentine's Day...
well i didn't do much of anything special for that today. not that there was anything to do.

I guess this is going to be a short one cuz nothing else is really going on. I just got distracted from my comp 2 homework and thought that i would blog....:)

I hear ya...

I know I haven't really said anything really personal lately...mostly just songs and verses. but they mean a lot to me and really touched my heart so i thought that you would enjoy them as well. I am still struggling with some things...things that I can't really talk about. at least not yet:) any way classes have been going ok. my wrist hurts me more and more but nuttin i can do about it so...just grin and bear it i guess. as my dad says "No pain, no brain" lol anyway. So artist series is tomorrow and i am not really looking forward to it..i will be oh so glad when it is over. Ok so for those of you who don't know artist series is when a fine arts musical group comes to college and everyone gets all dressed up and the guys ask the girls to go with them and it is like a dating experience thing. except it is not as exciting for those of us girls that don't have a date:( like me. but Brie said she would go with me and we will match too! (although that wasn't on purpose and we were just teasing) but i am going with Brie and Jess. so...anyway, everyone gets all dressed up in formals and everything for about two hours and then it is all over and every one goes to the late night skate. But i will probably just hang out in the dorm with Brie and Jess cuz they don't really want to go to the late night skate. Which i don't mind cuz i wasn't planning on going either. This Valentine's Day is going to be unlike any that I have ever had before...I think it maybe cuz i am not at home. First one at college. well maybe next year will be better. cuz i am sure it will be different..course i will be 20 then not that age makes a difference but it won't be the first one away from home it will be the second:) Well good news is i got my comp 2 paper done i just have to print it and put it in an envelope. not that its very interesting or anything. I must say that i miss living at Grandma's and working at the clinic...it was hard when i was but now that i am away from it all i really miss it. I am so excited about spring break...cuz then i get a break from college life:) it isn't that bad but i like getting a break from it. I hope that we get a Presidential Holiday soon cuz i could really use it...we should be having spirit week soon too...oh thrills. not that i don't like having casual dress by participating but the costumes usually end up being to warm and VERY bulky. well i guess that is all for now hope you enjoy it...although i realize that i really do complain alot...praying that God will help me with that. He really has been teaching me alot since i came to college but i am a work in progress as is everyone else so...